goodbye seems to be the hardest word !

Let's do some soul searching here.

Picture this.....you are getting married tomorrow and today you are summoned by MACC as a witness, mind you not by cops but by officers from the MACC regarding your work. It's been a long day of questioning and you're tired and also stressed-out thinking of your big day in the morrow. No matter how close, good or bad your boss is, would you write a "suicide note" ( remember even you didn't know you wanted to commit suicide !) to your fiance'/wife-to-be or to your parents or to your best friend or to your boss ?

Every evening after work, my boss and I wish each other pleasantries like good night or have a nice evening or even GOOD BYE !!! Does this mean that one of us, no matter how stressed-out we are after a hard days' work, is planning not to see each other in the morning or even planning to kill ourselves tonight ? But as in the above imaginary scenario in para 1, even if I actually wanted to kill myself....my boss will be the last person I would write a "suicide note" to.....hey....I'm getting married in the morning....remember ?

You go figure out why you would even write a "suicide note" to your boss .....and tell me, does this even ( full story here ) sounds like a suicide note ?

Goodbye !